take a break. have a kit kat.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009 8:46 AM

last day of 2009 (midnight)

im back!
trust me, it gg to be a shortttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt post. * wink

ytd work was the worst ever.
even though Sammie is not working
i was accused 3 times but i kept quiet till the end and then broke down.
i asked myself a lot of questions - why why why?
nurul and i then chatted on the way home.
i know what you means but it is rather difficult to believe as i cannot see it now.
still, thanks NURUL!

2 project discussion in a single day.
i slept my way in all my bus trips.
and i realized that somehow the journey has become so long!
HEES!

countdown with ryl and lp tmr!
gg to eat steamboat and watch fireworks together and tonning!!!
i really hope that i wont feel exhausted tmr man.
sick. i shouldnt agree to work tmr lunch.
haiz.
tmr work will be boringggggggggggggggggggg------------------------
seriously i wan to hunt for a new job now as nurul is stopping for her attachment too.
pray!
okay bye~
PS. see! this post is so short! gg to continue my New Year Resolution! haha!!
and i have 2 essays in my input and i wonder how on earth im gg to clear them by next monday.
great.

dec 31, 2009, 1245am

Monday, December 28, 2009 5:52 AM

farewell

Bye bye, a beautiful encounter.
end of story on 26.

dec 28 09, 9:48pm, monday

Sunday, December 27, 2009 5:15 PM

im left alone.
only with Him to share my tears.

dec 28 09, 9:15am, mon

Thursday, December 24, 2009 9:34 PM

xmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!!!!!

had xmas service with new friends and the usual siao ones! HAHAHAH
thanks Hao Teng and Angeline for attending and really hope that they have enjoyed themselves.
and if i have been a bad host, please forgive me! :)
i pray that they can come more next time and accept Him as their saviour too.
Xmas drama was hilarious especially the part that imitated Henieken adv.
"AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
hhaahah!
after that we fellowship!
i love it man!
jus eat and chat (crap)
Ah gong is still so adorable! HAHAHA! i kept pestering him for drawing the nicest card. hees!
even Da Jie think im so fan! :( HEES!
actually i want to stay behide longer but the lights at level 5 was swtched off early and the AMK kids need to go home too...so oh well!
i really like a big sis man. brought the younger ones to buy food and led the way home.
actually couldnt really handle it cos there were many to take care. i wonder if i will survive in Children's church or Nursery. HHAHAHA
oh well.

during the drama, i got so much things to share but then dun wannn to disturb my neighbours so hold everything back. GER mus sit beside me tmr k! let's get highttttt!!!
thanks to GER that i have a pair of beautiful eyes ytd :)
i noe you miss me and vice versa k! HAHA
i miss worship and praise songs!
i miss Pastor Kong preaching in a full session.
i miss sitting at the middle of the hall.
now then i realize i will be going church twice this week!
~~but then, wasted once.~~
~~you late or wat? haiz. oh well.~~

thanks to Him, i blessed with valuable gifts this XMAS.
thank to many! <3

gosh! i have received many XMAS "presents" frm school too.
essay. wa lao. i think after i graduate from Ngee Ann, i can published a book with my essays lo. so many!
e-learning work
IP. this is the killer for the whole semster
practise for sign language.
Jap!!!!!!!! work + speaking test + writing test
exams.
book your date with me in advance ba. :)

im sooooo gg to be late meeting ger.
OOPS!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 9:55 AM

smiling

God has indeed didnt shortcharge me.
there are times where im at my lowest pitch due to something.
but there are also times where im at my highest peak bcos of something great happens.
however, with Him, i learned to believe that i will never at my lowest pitch cos something great is brewing and coming on my way.
I just have to wait.
i really need to repent on my thoughts. those doubts, weak faith etc.
God is here. Just close your eyes and feel His presence.
i wants to know Him all over again :)

dec 23, 1:53am, wed

Sunday, December 20, 2009 8:35 AM

yoyoyo

NURUL'S bday surprise was a success!
there was actually a long planning behide it but oh well.
so basically, i tricked nurul to go walk walk with me after work today.
cos i need to wait for angeline to finish baking her cookies.
their cookies rocks!
sweetttttttttt! :)
thanks nurul for treating me today!
it willbe your turn tmr!
dessert!!!!
FAT TTM! oh well!
yup so i waited under her void deck while waiting angeline they all to arrive and went up to nurul's hse.
she was totally caught in surprise!
hey nurul mus continue to believe me k!
it was a surprise for you only ! dun take it to heart! haha!
so there are hand-made cookies, cadbury chocolate and hand-made cards with her bf in it.
though these presents may seems cheap,i believe each of us has put in our heart in making.
now nurul, u understand y i sleppt so late ytd. hahah!!!
HOPE YOU WILL REALLY LIKE ALL YOUR PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ANGELINE & NURUL ARE ATTENDING XMAS EVE CELEBRATION!!!
OH MYAAAAAAAAAAAAA
God has indeed answer my prayer :)
more more to come!!

funny conversation wit my supervisor.
suprvision (sammie) : i need people to work on 24/12 (XMAS eve)
me: cannot cos got service
sammie: -.-''' ok nurul, dun tell me u r a christian.
nurul: (showing a of-course-not face)
me: (thinking i must die die excuse nurul from work dat day and so i......)
sammie, no need to worry cos XMAS right, people dun come to Pepes as they eat turkey and not chicken.

outcome: BOTH OF US ARE EXCUSE! HOW GREAT!
hmmm...nurul hope you dun blame me for making you earning lesser. HAHAHA

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you make me think of you whenever i go.
nurul sae it is more than an infatuation now. :)

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I'M WAITINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

for mon : working full day. can really die. but im working with my beloved!!!!! oh mya! hope dat i wont be assign to the station beside Snow but instead station C to talk to nurul!! yup she is my beloved.

for tues: project discussion. oh dear i havent buy XMAS presents. mus buy during breaks tmr. and perhaps gg shopping with geraldine ng yue yi (she mus be thinking now y am i addressing her in her full name)

for wed: STAYING OVER AT AH GONG'S HOUSE! baking for xmas! really cnt wait for this

for thurs: XMAS CELEBRATION! finally it is here after looking forward for more than 1 month!
all my beloved friends will b der too! haha

for fri: XMAS day

for sat: year-end service

for sun: working full day with nurul again!!!

end of story!

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im wondering if one of my best friend has been avoiding me lately.
wat's really happen?
gg to call her up soon.
:)

20/12, 1235am, sun

Saturday, December 19, 2009 9:28 AM

candlelight service

good morning, it's me again!
i shouldnt be here now but i have to blog about today or yesterday
okay basically it was our annual candlelight service!
hmm...it was cool but it didnt really boomz.
i experienced a number of feelings today.
1st. embarrasment and gulity

2nd. questioning and gulity

3rd. disappointment-----------happiness (sound like im suffering from bipolar man. HAHA)

4th. happiness TTM. =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

5th. expectation, disappointment, shocked, happy, shy, irritated

6th. enjoyable, warm, fun

7th. suspicious, worry, untrustable.

8th. confused, messed-up

9th. end of story.

i cnt believe i have experienced so many feelings within a day!
there are bad, there are good.
i wan the good things to stay longer.
i also think that the day ended well too.
goood!
think i will have a good dream tonight :)
dun think dat im lame or wat so ever cos wait till it is your turn.
Christmas is (indeed) the season for falling in love.

side notes.
ger sae something about someone that is nice to hear. :)
- ah gong sae this by himself 我的心不能再容纳第三个女人。
he sae this out of his own will k! hhaahha! darm hilarious!
- i realize someone's (another) eyes are actually rather pretty and nice sweater too!
- i wan to sit in the middle front seats at the 6th row.
- hor fun was delicious. 鼻涕食物. HAHHAA
- and thanks to those who help me all along. i wont forget these cos all are kept in my heart.
especially my girlfriend.
ya la is you la!

GOOD NIGHT!! :)

1.22am, 20/12, sun